Why I Write ...

Purely as a form of expression to the emotions that run riot in my life at different junctures. This blog has seen several title revisions that also reflect the state of being and evolution I am constantly in. If one were to remain stagnant in hope of never changing their temporal present, one will awaken someday to much regret. Life is about living, evolving and adapting to the constant changes all around us.

My spot on the web is essentially a journey along with my monologue ramblings of my coherent mind accompanied by the incoherent thing called life. Read me if you like ... if you don't it is not the end of the world. I am at the very least a believer in humility lifts us further than pride.

Happy trails

16 April 2010

Unemployed Bum I Am - April 16, 2010

Yup you READ that right - .ani after working working working non-stop since Dec 1990 for whatever reasons is spending the month of April 2010 unemployed and realising whilst no paycheque waits for me at the end of the month (no money from the ex either) bills amount and I'm triple tired from all the errands and running around I have been doing.

But I've had the opportunity to drop and pick my babies from school, and Kasha always has such a big smile when she sees mommy at the gate waiting. Ashna gets all self conscious but always happy too - mommy at the gate is a rare event for them.

I tendered my resignation in December and the wait for another job to materialise was to no avail as my last day of notice met me head on the 31st of March and the reality of release and freedom from something that made me so unhappy was clouded with the fact the for the month of April I had no money coming to me to keep myself afloat.

In fact I barely made all March due payments and now am pondering how to work this months bills - will the good Lord strike it in that man's head that he needs to send money for his kids - so I can pay all their expenses and fees at the very least? We live in eternal hope on that note hahahaha the day it comes without a lot of shouting and arm twisting be damn good.

So ask me what's it like to be unemployed - well my answer after nearly 20years of being a salary slave - it's bloody hmmmm not relaxing actually but more tiring than working ... so am looking forward to be gainfully employed in the foreseeable future or else I might lose more hair than that's already dropping off in clumps.

Catch ya all soon :D .... hugs ..... .ani

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