Why I Write ...

Purely as a form of expression to the emotions that run riot in my life at different junctures. This blog has seen several title revisions that also reflect the state of being and evolution I am constantly in. If one were to remain stagnant in hope of never changing their temporal present, one will awaken someday to much regret. Life is about living, evolving and adapting to the constant changes all around us.

My spot on the web is essentially a journey along with my monologue ramblings of my coherent mind accompanied by the incoherent thing called life. Read me if you like ... if you don't it is not the end of the world. I am at the very least a believer in humility lifts us further than pride.

Happy trails

17 November 2008

RIP Zoe ... Nov 17, 2008

I found this link whilst googling myself seeing as there seems to be an increase of people arriving on me blog via googling for me in various combinations and from some seriously strange places seeing as I know nobody from there ... oh well perhaps I'm popular ahahha for whatever reason.

This was post I did after my dog Zoe got slashed. Zoe went on to recover from that horrible act of cruelty but some 4 months later, she was poisoned.

When I saw this it brought back memories of Zoe ... and she was about 13 when she finally breathe her last. To those sick bastards who tortured my dog, I hope your vitals are rotting and dropping off slow and painfully ...

There's some gruesome pictures, not for the faint-hearted ... but I am touched so many people wrote back in support. RIP Zoe, you gave us the best years of your life and you kept us always safe and protected! We miss you still ... (the link)

Reactions .... Nov 17, 2008

Last night as I lay in bed waiting for sleep to come and for my nail polish to dry, I send out a text to a few randomly picked names on my mobile with whom I've not been in contact with regularly of late ... (but then of late I am hardly in contact with most people, a bit of a time out perhaps)

The text read:
Just a quick thank you for colouring the canvas of my life with the hue of rainbows. God bless and keep you safe and loved my dear friend.

After I'd sent the message, I settled in with a feeling of contentment (not something I usually end my day with) because I felt extremely blessed by having all these people in my life. Some are old friends from the days of yore, and some more recent friends who have come to touch my life immensely by their presence in it.

But the replies or rather responses I got have me giggling way into the night. I noted that all the women who received the message sent me hugs and love and in a nutshell brought me up to date about their current goings on. A random sample would be like this
1. Back at you babe, am off to xxxxx no Malaysia this year, lotsa love
2. Thanks sweetie, always wishing you the best of everything.
3. When are we seeing each other again?

What cracked me up was the responses from the guys. I am not sure what to think seeing as most of them sounded alarmed and here is a random sample
1. What's this all about?
2. What did I do now?
3. Why suddenly are you alright?
4. What happened? You OK?

And guys say we girls are a suspicious lot. My phone kept buzzing till about 2am with these replies and I laughed myself to sleep. I cannot imagine why the males all came back with such horror filled sounding replies. I hope you boys don't think I was like on my last gasps of breath ya .... am still here to torment you - bummer eh??

But my wicked impish sense of humour aside, I was touched. Because from the responses of both scales of the gender scale it showed my friends love me. That was what mattered that people cared.

And this is always inspiration to me to continue forging forward despite the many setbacks that come my way because I know with such well wishes, the line to the big G in the sky is definitely carrying prayers for me and my well-being.

Sending out big warm hugs to all of you ... and those who know me, know I love giving and receiving hugs ... it just picks up a mundane day and perks it up right proper ...

Have a super Monday wherever you are! .ani loves ya ...