Why I Write ...

Purely as a form of expression to the emotions that run riot in my life at different junctures. This blog has seen several title revisions that also reflect the state of being and evolution I am constantly in. If one were to remain stagnant in hope of never changing their temporal present, one will awaken someday to much regret. Life is about living, evolving and adapting to the constant changes all around us.

My spot on the web is essentially a journey along with my monologue ramblings of my coherent mind accompanied by the incoherent thing called life. Read me if you like ... if you don't it is not the end of the world. I am at the very least a believer in humility lifts us further than pride.

Happy trails

20 May 2008

My Take On Some Thoughts 20 May, 2008

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
- I guess they got this right ... there are really only 2 people in this world that I'd die for ... Ashna and Kasha.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
- I thought about this for a bit and there's more than 15 for sure but yes they do love me in some way - Lucky ME!!!

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
- This is a bit of a tough one. Would there be anyone out there who wants to be just like me? I've had a lot of shit in my life and it's not easy street just yet ... but having said that, they perhaps want to have my "never say die" persistence to facing life.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
- Well if this is in relation to the folks who tell me "I love your smile" then I suppose this is true ... I do try to smile even on a crummy day and hope my smile makes someone else's day better and thus improve mine ...

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
- I wonder what they think about? hehehehe sounds almost naughty. Could someone be thinking of me and wondering how to make me theirs? How to be a part of my life and the girls lives? Or is someone thinking I am a pain in their arse? Or perhaps they are wondering how it might feel to spend a night/day with me doing things people end up doing when logic takes flight ... More importantly why would anyone think of me before the go to sleep??? *confused*

6. You mean the world to someone.
- I sincerely hope I do to someone - it be God awful to not mean anything to anyone - Don't you agree?

7. You are special and unique.
- You damn right I am!! It might have taken me 36 years to get to accepting this fact but yeah .. I am unique and special and if you don't think so - bite me! haahhahahahah

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
- oh noooooooo this is not good .... why wouldn't I know this person? Damn! I'd WANT to know this person .... whoever you are, take the chance tell me you love me ... Surprise me!

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
- Thought about this one for a bit ... and I figured, the biggest mistake I made was marrying Jacob despite the misgivings I had ... and the result of that mistake are my babies! Yeah I am blessed to be their mommy ...

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
- I don't think the world has ever faced me to begin with ... but nonetheless, I do continue to try and find my way through the haze ...

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
- another tough one here ... but am learning slowly to pay attention to the compliments and ignore the painful nasty comments ... after all life is about moving forward yes???

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